Downs not Ups.

been facing alot of downs. been really down but i deserved it. everything and anything which seems out of my way. neither can i control it nor can i change it. blame it on my lackadaisical attitude. seriously 三弟, u're sucha loser! got back all, didnt manage to do well, in fact i sort of flunked them.

been wanting to lose weight. like seriously. why is it so difficult? just a few more kgs. i dun wanna look fat! i dun wanna look chubby. i wanna look slim. i wanna go for the body, the figure i've always hope for. so that i have the guts and confidence to wear the super skinnies i have. but why is it so diffcult? why do i still look so big sized beside anybody? broad shoulders again? it is so irratating. how i wish i can go for liposuction. top to toe i have sth to complain about. my complexion is getting worst. wtshit la. face and hair's more impt than dressing. i have none. now, boost my confidence pls. everything seems so shitty.

tdy, Xie Wei, Keng Lai, Darence and I were suppose to go Irish Pub. yeah. ended up in starbucks instead. nvm, there's always a next time.