im listening to more Chinese songs now! hahah! Suddenly i feel so old. Cos someone was telling me what if we met earlier, maybe when i was in jc. that year i was 17? Come to think of it, i find myself to have changed from a childish person to who am i now. i was very childish i think. i was impulsive, i make decisions without thinking what consequences i have to go through. And after so many years, i regretted my decision then. Of cos things changed. At then i didnt have to work any part time jobs. Life's different now la. 4 years just passed like that. There are things you always wonder, why didnt it happen earlier etc. And what does it mean when u think it that way? A good thing? To me, it is a positive thing if someone were to think of it like that. Cos maybe it refers to someone you thought would be nice stepping into your life earlier, or may be sth pleasant? haha! idk. different perspective. Honestly, when i was 17, i haven't even experience what's love in a bgr. My first relationship only happened when i was 19, going 20! and im 21 now. what a joke right. Ppl said first relationship always last longer. i doubt so. Mine was barely a month. lol! im just curious, how does it feel like to be in a relationship for years?

When ppl revealed to me they have been with their gf/bf for 3 years, 4 years, 5 years and 7 years, i was like wow! And they are all around my age! such a blissful thing. (: But one of them told me, the depth of love cannot be measured by the number of years they have been tgt. Its about the feel. Cos i always thought the longer you have been with him/her, the more you love him/her. but well, seems like it may not be true, idk. The one im talking about is a friend who had a 5 year long relationship but still the relationship ended(last yr incident). 5 years, mind you. This friend of mine got into a new relationship soon after and told me that. oh well, dk la.
ok random. but well that's what i felt like typing.
Bye.