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Thursday, November 17, 2011 | 12:56 PM

hello!

thurs afternoon and im lazing at home! alright anw i disappeared for the past 3 days!

MONDAY started off earlier than usual. Time are mostly spent at Vivo. Caught 2359. haha, not scary de. but, ytd i couldnt slp cos i was thinking of the movie. lol. IM SORRY. I didnt plan anything much, sighh! (in e end i didnt foot the bill) but i hope it was an enjoyable date. all i want is you to be happy! DINNER wasn't that "wow" but aiya its the companion.DINNER was at Jack's Place(i know not a wow place). We had:
1. US/NZ Premium Steak
2. a bottle of red wine
3. fresh oysters!
4. brownie w ice-cream for dessert.
at least it was an outing i dressed up w the pair of high killer heels. i was 180cm that day!


cheers! (:


my happy pills (:

The next 2 days, Tuesday and Wednesday were just waking up late, watching tv, hitting the sack the next morning at 6,7 am. and tdy im home. ):
oh ya, and i deactivated my fb for quite some time alrdy.

used to have a very frequent reader who always drop by and read the posts. and now i assume, it no longer happens. when i said i need chocolates, the very next day there will be chocolates, my joy, my sadness(seldom) this particular person knows it all and will always be there for me. guess the last post was in sept. lol. now? im unsure. there are certain things, y'know, i always keep to myself. sometimes when i cant fall back to slp when i suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, thoughts started running in my mind and i have tears rolling down my cheek. oh well, emotions. but other than that, im living with smiles and laughter, especially knowing that this particular person is happy right now or whatsoever, im happy too. i mean it. and then this way i was watching a tw drama and a sentence seems very true. 有些人是你想这么delete也delete不掉的.. 只好让他留在心里.. the main reason is i rely this person way too much. this person knows my family's situation, my source of console, happiness, smiles and laughter are all cos of this person. friends is one la but none of them knows my family's situation now. someone who holds my hands, hug me with that warmth and love. at least i know though it was not as much as the other person, but it was all true. the depth of love, i lost. the depth of dote, i lost. the depth of every single thing, i just lost. maybe im fated to fail in my entire life. maybe nothing in me is sth better than anyone else..