Self-Esteem Issues.

i guess most or rather all girls have this issue. that is why make-up came into the picture. I was once told not to put make-up. But sadly, make-up is the only source i feel more confident(not fully) in. So when ppl were to still say im ugly with make-up then im really a total failure in make-up. im not an expert la but well, i can live without it, the most i just scare you away. and my partner. or maybe my future husband gets a shock upon seeing my bare-face, pretty ugly.

Broad shoulders. i have it. which makes me look im very big sized. this sucks. Semi broad is fine. mine is very broad. grrr. and i have a big fat face! :(

high forehead. i have that too. which bothers me in the past. now i think im fine with it.

im 171/2cm tall. i used to want to be taller (175) den i became conscious abt it cos relatives alw disturb me commenting that im way too tall, no wonder no bf etc. that period of time i said why cant i be just 165! and now, im pretty happy with my height. hello, who says my height wont allow me to find a bf much taller than me? i found 183/4cm one ok! Bleahh!

i know im heavy. many said so. and my fats aint going away. im working on it now. im determined now. cos i dun like to be recognized as "the big size" one uh. its pretty hurting. Self-conscious. i dunno their big size means fat or tall or tall+fat. either one. tell me what am i please! haha!