i have no freaking idea why... what i feel like doing now is yes, shop and eat dark choco. i haven't been indulging in dark choco for the longest time. neither did i get any for myself.

mum says she realized i've been happier these two months. true.

random: i envy those girls who look so good with my hair length. cos they have either a very small face or they have a sharp face, unlike mine. i envy girls who look gorgeous even with short hair. i envy girls of my height who has sucha nice figure. i possess none.

and if you are unaware, such biting words hurt and it will lead to sleepless nights. even some actions. maybe just tonight. i guess im crazy cos i dun freaking get a single shit of what ive revised tdy and it gets a little depressing. i dun like this helpless feeling. i feel useless. so maybe thats why i appeared so grumpy today.

ciao!