everything's so normal now that i feel scared and insecure. kind of.
peeps asked me to head down to timbre on mon but i rejected. they're heading there. cos i promised i wont drink when bb's not around.

sorry uh, im a girl so yeah its normal for me to think a lot.
a lot is running in my mind now.
i also hope it is the last time. frankly speaking i was at fault.

and also cos of this incident i realized how much it means to me.
it means a lot.
till then!