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Friday, November 6, 2009 | 11:35 PM back from singing/high-ing session! ! sch ended pretty early den headed to ubi with guys, xw and kl and dare; my and i waited for them while they took the test. how cool. den headed off to tanah merah safra for singing session. den home. see la, my movie. im not addicted. just that i feel like watching. lol. hahah. if u know me well, ive alw wanted to watch, die die wna watch when im feeling down. i was. but didnt manage to watch! andhor, my make-up v thick meh? lol. someone told me, make up is needed to look presentable. & i dunno whats wrong with my eyeliner! it smudges all the time. im still using the same brand eversince i started using eyeliner! damn! now, im changing to liquid. byebye pen/marker till i find a better one! going broke soon i guess. hope i get back my few hundreds like soon! there are times i feel so sian abt everything. i pretended everything's ok. i just feel lousy thats all. i shouldnt be bothered but i still do. thats me. sometimes i dunno what to do. dunno how to behave. i mean afterall im a gal. i will think deeper. i wanted not to care, but i couldnt. arrhh, box me like now? just like i alw ask myself, why. couldnt find a definite ans to it even till now. and doesnt mean i work means im loaded. i dun earn much cos of the frequency i actually work. once a week. with less than 6 hrs. pathetic sia. how i wish i can chiong. but then, i alw skip work on sun! ): |