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Monday, December 1, 2008 | 8:56 AM

BZ with revision and of cos packing! (: i finally bought my white boots!! yeah!!(: well, my mom nagged. few years back, she bought a topshop boots for me which is quite ex but i leave it in e cupboard to rot and now i bought a flat-based one. aiya white a bit difficult but who cares. i keep drinking lotsa liang teh to make miracles happen. lols. i know its stupid but faster leh! tdy means tdy!! cos next week is mst week so i have to pack bit by bit everyday, leaving my room to be in a mess. im packing 2 luggages anw. haha! one for taiwan one for nz! im so looking forward to nz one! haha! den aftr PACC paper on thurs, i gotta rush! buy MC for fri, last min shopping and meet up with sx to get my jacket! i have so many jackets! (: meeting up with the gals to revise in an hr's time. PACC still untouched. dead man! i sucked at everything. now, to me, life's full of rubbish. everything's full of rubbish. sat dwn at starbucks and had a talk with mum and dad. they said i dun seem to be that happy everyday compared to last yr. haha! i told them when poly life just started in apr, i was struggling. like mad. they asked if poly's stressful. eh nt really but the prob is i DUN study. i leave it to the very last min all e time. and thr's no motivation. i started to dread sch. and my attitude has turned more and more ridiculous and suck-ier. think their heart wrenched for me thus they asked me to choose the OTHER path like now. i refused. it's a matter of time. i dun wanna regret once more, get it? though they alw say im behaving immature-ly at times. vii incident- i didnt tell them. i dun wan them to dislike vii, ive alr forgiven her so i'll let the matter rest. im thinking whether to visit her when i go over in dec.
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