WOOTS. these few days b4 i start work, im so gonna be very bz with sth after a serious talk with parents. hmm. with what? its not time to unveil yet. i will see how. cos i think my parents really want me to go to that route. it would be a tough decision, though. Soo yeah.. think now is my turn to fan nao. After these few days would be work(3 weeks). After that hmm..continue fan nao-ing. I have yet to tell anyone for now. So yeah. i will if i think ure the right person. (: or maybe i wont. YOU yes YOU. i doubt u can ease my mind. hais.
think i really can have my great escape this time round if a choice is made.
first time in my life.
i didnt do that on purpose. im at fault now, i admit. arrhhh why am i so stupid.
the folly of making impulsive decision to sign on without thinking abt others.
Am i that useless? Am i sucha failure? Am i too selfish?