Crying in the rain,
with no one else seeing.
(不要对我再说爱)

previous post removed. (: very fierce though there were no profanities.
headed to town to town to stock up what we needed for the job. so it either starts this thurs or latest fri. YES, im posted to ter. 1, arrival hall ): alone lehz. and went for the briefing after that at 5pm. they changed again. white heels and i had to rush to town again to buy one. pointy one as usual. rounded doesnt suit me i think.
only 3 gals are the dunno what gals lehz. the rest are promotors. their dress code is the polo tee given. mine and huip's job scope is to stand there, take the board, smile graciously and "attract" customers to walk to the booth. useless yet bimbo. and our attire is sleeveless dress. arh my flabby arms how how how. ): ter. 1 and they asked me to be careful. arhh die. im not attractive. im just some unknown gal pls. i know whr exactly i stand.
i dun like what im supposed to do. i rather be promotor, wearing that polo tee. im not exactly able to fit into this ok. no figure, no genuine or quintessential smile. no mei li. break also alone. everything alone. make up. i dunno how to make it thick. where my money went to tdy. whr whr whr. huip really doing real over bah. fake lashes and all which i wont to satisfy their wants of us putting thick thick make up. if the other normal promotor is better looking, choose them la why choose me. i rather be jobless since my mom expected me to go out play or slack at home all day long. stand there for 12 hours, smiling? alone even more sian. i cfm cannot clique with that gal bah i suppose. nvm 10 days and i shall endure though pay not that high anymore.
END. AND im going there in dec alr. ): or (:??